Des Moines in San Diego: Open Question: What does this sound like too you?

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Open Question: What does this sound like too you?

Okay, I am asking this because I feel like I am depressed and stressed out. I am a 14 year old who lives with her step-dad(but he is like my real father to me) mother and half sister. In the past 7 months I have been through hell. Lets start off in May, My parents called the police on my boyfriend (ex) He got sentence to 3 years and 8 months on September 28th, 2009. My parents put a restraining order on him.. So when I finally got over him, I met this amazing guy, he is everything you want in a guy. But he isn't my boyfriend, I just like him a lot. So i am like really upset about everything, my life is turning around right now, I have lived in California for 10 years and now I am moving to Mississippi. I am worried, about moving there, I like don't want to be fat! I am 133 and 5 foot 1. I was 160. But since everything has happened so quickly, I don't really eat anymore, and when/ if i do eat, I get really sick to my stomach and I feel like I am going to throw up. I can't sleep at night any more. I get bloodshot eyes and styes.): But when my dad found out he got the job in Mississippi, I cried. My parents don't want to rent there, because we have bought houses here in San Diego, they are like in a bad mood. Back in 07 they bought a home, and it is a fixer upper. We have been fixing this house for about 2 years now, and it still isn't done! So my parents are yelling at each other, and me. Too get it all done, but I am trying! Just last night my dad was yelling at me, because he says I don't do anything around this house, but I do. I clean, for say i'll give y'all examples, I do like 5 loads of laundry everyday, i sweep, mop, and vacuum. I put the dishes away. Oh and I have been working and cleaning up outside as I like to call the trash pit. My yard is mud, and has trash all in it. My dad had just put up these 2 buildings and they didn't have anything in between them so i went out in the mud and i laid the pavers by myself! No one helped me. I even do more! My sister whom is 10 years old, loves too call me fat, retarded, stupid and mental. I try to ignore her, but it gets so hard! What do my parents do, um NOTHING! She always makes me cry. So all i do is call her names back, that is really immature of me. But what else do I do? I cry my self too sleep, and if i don't cry I don't go to sleep unless I take 3 bendryls at night. I think of suicide and running away a lot! I don't know what too do any more): So what do you think I sound like? Selfish, depressed, stupid etc? What? be mean if you want, i'm sure i can take it.. Thank you. And sorry Its really long.

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