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Open Question: i've changed, but i want to go back to who i was..? and more... Open Question: i've changed, but i want to go back to who i was..?last summer (2008) i was bubbly and fun and loud, i had problems but that didn't stop me enjoying myself. i was also sympathetic and good at giving advice, i was generally a better person. but iv changed since then, i'm too scared to try and be funny incase people just think i'm an idiot and i can't really be bothered to be funny and lively anymore, i'm lazy, i've turned cold, i keep thinking that people with problems are just attention seeking, even thought they probably aren't but instinctually i just think that. i'm more sensitive, needy and paranoid and i don't know why. i had counseling briefly last year because my problems were getting to me, but the sessions were stopped without warning after having about four. i don't really want to go back incase i get sent away again. but i need to change, my boyfriend of 15 months who i really love dumped me yesterday and i'm pretty sure it's because i've changed. please help, thanks. Open Question: Whats Wrong with me - It hurts to Pee & theres more to it. (Read)?Okay, so im rewriting this because i realised theres more information i can add about this. im 16. and for the past few days (starting thursday (but thursday wasnt too bad ) I have been having problems peeing. It hurts, like thursday was fine i still felt a little pain but its not bad at all. But what it is is that it burns a little to get out and then for the last little bit its harder to get out and it burns more. at least, i'd consider it burning, it has a weird smell to it, most the times, this monring is didnt have an odor, if its important its like 4:00 am right now. Yester day at about 8 or so at night i went and it didnt hurt too bad but it still hurt a little, but i looked and there was blood the toilet. And no, im not on my period. its not due for like 2 weeks . Heres things that i think might have done it . 1) Last Sunday (today is currently saturday) i started my birthcontrol pills, theyre called MARVELON* 28 if its important. ... 2) The other day, Wednesday, My boyfriend and i had intercourse and we did it twice that day ... and it wasn't my first time or anything , it was maybe my 10th time or so . anyway, the second time we had it he eneded up getting new condoms, they have like a twisty thing to them apparently, and it hurt, but plus he told me he was doing it harder, like going deeper in and we also did a new position... umm doggy style .. (btw i feel really awkward talking about this but maybe its important) So that was Wednesday that happened and it hurt thursday and yeah. It always feels like i have to go to the bathroom wheni dont, like for example i went to the bathroom like 45 minutes ago and ever since its like i have to go but i dont, and then it feels cold and what not . Also i dont know if this has anything to do with it, but (this started thursday) il just randomly be sitting there and then i have to run to the bathroom to vomit., See, if this IS the birthcontrol, idk, because i dont have my page of the information about side affects and what not. it sucks I'd ask my doctor but it always takes so many months to get into him, and hes on vacation at the moment for idk how long. And thers no health centre around here ... and its just ridiculous ... and my mom- not help whatsoever. and im pretty sure ive given out all the information ... if not then the odds are il be reposting this, yet again. I hope its nothing serious, im actually hoping its these damn pills .... and im hoping i dont hve to kill my bf. . . . :P and ireeallly help someone could help or atleast give me a websiite i can go to or something. please and thank yu :) Open Question: Is this a good or bad idea for a secret santa?Here's my idea: I know she likes chocolate... a lot. I was going to buy a box of chocolates for her with the rest of my birthday money ($30), and I was going to get one of the security guards at my school to put it in her locker for me. Attached to the box will be a note. It will read: "Em, I love everything about you. Your smile, your laugh, your personality... Everything. I love to see you happy and I hope this keeps you happy. Sorry about your dad. He's an a--. From,..." I love this girl a lot. She might even like me, too. Last week, I protected her from a girl who was trying to hurt her. I let her cry on me and while she was trying to compose herself I even asked her, "Is there anyone I should get for you? Your boyfriend, maybe?" and she said "No. I want you." After she stopped crying she hugged me and told me that she loved me. I told her I loved her too, which at the time I thought was a mistake, but then she kissed me on the cheek. Earlier this week she broke up with her boyfriend. I want to get her a gift for the holiday season. Here's the problem: I don't want her to think it's her boyfriend giving her the present but I don't want to make her think I'm a stalker. I don't want the note to make it too obvious who I am because I want to make sure she's not stupid (which I know she's not), so I narrowed it down to three choices. 1. Quarters (my friend thought it would be funny to bounce quarters off my head in front of her. Good friend, huh?) 2. Voice Cracker (same friend and I were practicing our scene in theatre and they were practicing there's twenty feet away and my voice kept cracking and she thought that was funny.) 3. A stupid, worthless, no good, free loading, son of a b----, retarded, bigmouth, know it all, a--- hole, jerk (It's part of my monologue from Breakfast Club that I performed for my theatre class.) BTW if anyone's wondering why I want to see if she's stupid or not is because I've had one to many stupid girls. Open Question: She told me we should be there for each other what did this mean exactly?A girl I have been talking to for about 6 months now recently told me she's depressed because she doesnt have a boyfriend around the holidays and I told her I feel the same way since I don't have a girlfriend. She then said we should be there for each other and help give each other advice, I agreed. However, do you think there is a possibility she is interested in me and just wants to get closer to each other? The problem is we are long distance which is why I haven't made a move. Open Question: She is in love with me. But I am confused with my feelings..?So me an this girl sorta had a thing for each other. We met at our work place and we would flirt from a distance. Well she asked ME out and I was stoked. We hit it off and everything was fine up till a month ago. Its been almost 5 months since we first went out. I would like to point out that this is my first relationship. We worked through alot of hurdles and have worked through alot of emotional/family issues. We mutually helped each other out whenever however we could. Well, I feel like my feelings have been fading away. She is in love me outright. She frequently told me I am the best thing that has ever happened to her. But here is the problem, she is my first girlfriend, Im like her 5th boyfriend. Im still young (20) and am afraid to commit. I still want to play the field I guess you could say. I enjoy being with her, but to be honest, she isnt the prettiest girl out there, but still attractive. We have bouts where we get along well. Then times where she will be bitchy. We have been through ALOT. So I feel like I am attached to her like a really good friend. Well, about a month ago I was really unhappy with the relationship. I didnt enjoy being around her. And I was our only form of transportation. I was gassing up my car every few days. I couldnt take it anymore and broke up with her a few weeks ago. But we still maintained some sort of contact because her and I both lack close friends. So we tried being friends. And it was working out for me personally. I felt much happier in general and started enjoying hanging out with her again knowing I wasn't attached to her relationship wise. But I always knew she still loved me. Like she would smack my butt randomly or something like that. I can see it in her eyes. Well, I went to her place to drop her off after hanging out and one thing led to another and we had sex. (not the first time. but the first time in about 1 1/2 months). We talked about our feelings of how we felt about each other and it seemed promising. But I think it was all in the moment. Now at home by myself, Im quickly reverting back to my old way of thinking. I dont know what to do. I know she loves me. She is really trying hard to change her ways to be a better person towards me. I kinda like (i dont want to use the word love) her still, but I would like to meet other girls. Whether or not that would actually happen I dont know. But I want that opportunity to be there. Also, I feel like she wants this relationship to be a permanent one. I guess I am afraid of commitment? I still want her to be in my life as we help each other out by being good toward each other like a best friend. But I dont think I could ever marry her. So many thoughs are running through my head Im not sure what to do. Open Question: What's wrong with me?Today is Saturday morn at 4. And for the past few days I've had a problem going to the bathroom (number 1) it hurts. It's all fine then after there's a little left it hurts to get out and it burns. Yesterday at like 8 there was blood , and usually it smells weird, I don't know what it is but I'm assuming maybe it's cause of Wednesday my boyfriend and I had intercourse . It wasn't my first time probably like my 10th. And it was the second time that day, and on that second time it seemed to hurt cause I guess he was doing it harder or pushing in deeper. Idk what this is I'm scared and confused. I'd ask my doctor but he takes months to get into. More Recent Articles
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