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Open Question: Is there anything i can say? or a way to forget? and more... Open Question: Is there anything i can say? or a way to forget?First off let me say that ive never had a girlfriend, but ive had many crushes even till this day, and they all give me that lovey-duvey feeling and all that crap, but theres one girl, that i met a few years ago during my senior year of highschool, that the feelings just wont go away for, despite the fact that we hardly know each other ive sent her many messages on myspace and facebook and shes made it pretty obvious that shes not interested, i realized that i shouldnt have told her how i was feeling and it was pretty foolish, but whats done is done, problem is, no matter how many girls i meet or crush on, all of the feelings fail in comparison to the ones i have for her, i thought i was over her, but its like all i can do is mask the feelings with other people, i realized this a few hours ago, ive had a crush on this new girl for about 6 months, and then i saw someone who reminded me of this other girl, and i started thinking about her and now the feelings are so strong i feel like im gonna hurl, so i want to know, does mean were fated to be friends/ more, or do i just need to see a psychiatrist? what no one seems to understand is that i am already over her basically but even after 3.5 years, the feels come back every now and then its really hard to suppress them.. i honestly dont know what to say, ive tried making small talk with her and shes ignored it, the last time i sent her something was in april, i asked her if we could talk over skype and she said her boyfriend wouldnt like it, so i asked her to block me, and she never did, and i sent her one message about a tv show we both watch after that a few months ago and she never replied... i was thinking of either telling her how i cant seem to get over her, or just being an ass and sending her spam, like f*ck yo couch, ive asked a few people that know her what shes like and they all said shes a b*tch soo, i dunno Open Question: Birth control and Lamictal (bipolar)?Ok, so... Here's the issue. I really want to have sex. But I'm really afraid of babies. Very much so. Im in college, so a baby would be bad and I dont want to have to make any decision about abortion, ya know. But, I'm confused about the effectiveness of birth control with Lamictal, my meds for my bipolar II. Which affects which? and by how much? Is birth control effective at all? or do I just have to up my lamictal, which I don't find much of a problem in doing. Both my boyfriend and I are nervous about making sure I don't get pregnant- are condoms reliable enough by themselves? And, he said he's pull out when he cums. We are silly nervous people! Help! :) Open Question: Should I stay w/ him. From a guy's perspective was this secretly intentional?So I'm kinda stupid, and this whole situation is kinda my fault. I told my boyfriend that I've always thought it'd be exciting to be spanked by a guy, and he said he'd give me a spanking if I thought I'd really like it. Problem is he hit me far harder than I could handle and basically held me down and refused to stop until I had tears in my eyes. I did tell him to quit, but he thought I was playing a game...like the whole being punished and begging for mercy thing. So he continued. He's got a lot of arm strength from lifting weights, so it was easy for him to underestimate his strength I guess, I don't know. All I do know is this was last night, and (sorry to be awkward), my butt's still really like tender to the touch...it feels like there's internal bruising or something. It's embarrassing, but it literally hurts SO bad. I told him once he stopped that I was totally serious about telling him to let me go, and he did apologize and said I could kick him in his balls if I wanted. And then he rubbed my back until I fell asleep before leaving my house. (that's something he always seems to do when I cry.) So he is remorseful, but now I'm kinda scared of him. It was terrifying to see the amount of force he was capable of exerting on me. Should I just break up with him? It wasn't his fault, but now I have a fear that one day he'll do it purposefully. Idk if that's an irrational fear or not. :/ btw-I'm 20 and 5'0" . He's 27 and 5'11" Open Question: Do you consider me as anorexic?Anorexic. Would you consider me as one.? I have been thin my entire life, though I have a huge fear of gaining any bit of weight to make me at all chubby. It's come from years of different modeling, acting, & cheerleading let alone I am very social at school & reputation is a lot to me. I am seventeen and grown up with popularity in school my whole life, and its not that i would try to say it makes any difference, but as my senior year most my school knows me and its really lame having rumors spread around my whole life & getting judged with my friends for partying & trouble and its WACK. All of this has put alot of affect on my life and over the past year i've been really focused on making sure I never gain weight, I have had a problem for a long time though and during sophmore year i used to throw up after meals all the time until my mom caught me & banned modeling & cheer from me for good. I don't throw up any longer so don't preach to me please. I am young & living to learn & vice versa so please don't ******** tell me that I am a horrible person cause everybody's got their own sh*it they gotta deal with in life, I want to know if this is anorexia because my closest girlfriends are worrying about me, my boyfriend looks me up & down all the time & is getting suspicious. & my mom is watching every damn move i've made lately including trying to force me to rehab before I turn 18 soon. Whats your opinion? my routine over the past 3 months: (My mom doesn't know it but she notices in everything obviously) - I eat no more than 900 calories regularly. - Sometimes during the week I'll eat around 600-700 - There has been a time I only ate 300 calories a day, please ******** understand its not like i'm proud. - Some days I will excersize running uphill treadmill incline 5 % & try to run 5 speed for 40 minutes. - I weigh myself twice a day - I eat most of my calorie intake in the morning, a small portion at lunch time, & the rest in the evening. Just tell me if you think I have a problem to the point of going to rehab. I don't consider myself anorexic only because I don't have a desire to be so skinny that I am dying and I know I am not fat. I have a problem & i know but its my choice also. don't critisize me. I just want to hear your opinion , pleaaase. 9 minutes ago - 4 days left to answer. well thank you for your opinion. & no you creep ass i don't need to sending my picture out for this. get off the damn computer cause your advice sucks. |
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