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Open Question: I really don't know what to do..could use all the help i can get right now..? Open Question: I really don't know what to do..could use all the help i can get right now..?i'm doing my bsc n living with my parents.the only thing that i wanna do more than anything is to become independent n it's worse than hell at home but i cant just walk out cuz that'll hurt my dad n i really don't wanna do that.my mom doesn't understand me n she would be like the last person i'd go if i had a problem n she's alwayz blaming me 4 every single thing going wrong at home n just when i think life cant get any worse my sister is there to prove me wrong.everytime something happens i feel like my patience is being tested for the worse..i cant talk abt anything to my dad cuz eventhough i just love him n can never hurt him(though i wouldnt mind never seeing my mom or sis ever again) he thinks i'm upto no good n have many boyfriends n stuff n i'm not serious abt life at all.. the other prob is that i was dating this guy for almost 3 yrs when i finally realized i had enough n v broke up sometime around june.i'd sacrificed a lot for the relationship to work out n eventhough v loved eachother a lot i felt like its just not meant to be..he used to take me as a joke when i was serious n treated me more like an immature girl than anything.it was total b.s that he thought i needed some1 to take care of me untill finally i couldnt take it anymore.when i broke up with him he looked like the martyr n me the slayer.almost all my friends think i'm stone-hearted n that i dint value him enough..i cant talk to any1 abt it cuz my so-called best friend is of no help n the other person i'm close to n can share stuff just doesnt get me.. ppl come to me cuz i lsn to them no matter how stupid the prob is..its just that i dont feel like i belong to any1 anymore.i feel numb all the time n just so out of place..i've sometimes felt suicidal n i've done some pretty stupid things like cutting my wrist n stuff..i dont know what to do with my life or should i just end it cuz i feel totally useless.. More Recent Articles
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